Cancer Journey

I am thankful for a cancer diagnosis.

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I am thankful for a cancer diagnosis. Good morning! Hope your Thanksgiving was a great time to connect with family and friends and recount why you are thankful. I am thankful that on March 9th, 2010 I was diagnosed with Stage 4 Lymphoma. Does it sound strange that I am so thankful for receiving a stage 4 cancer diagnosis? It may, but it’s true. Right from the beginning God worked in my heart to see cancer as a blessing and not a curse. The months following that diagnosis were filled with fears, anxieties but HOPE always won out. His promised always proved true. Here are some of the biggest lessons I learned. 1. Perspective. With only God’s help I was able to see a cancer diagnosis as a way to grow in my faith, allow God to love on me and choose to not complain or say, “why me?” Instead…

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What in the heck does Kim Waggoner do?

Have you ever just been the little bit curious what in the heck I do?  I mean you may see my healthy living posts or even that video of me drinking my own window cleaner. Sometimes I want you to try a bucket of cleaners or come to try out some gluten free foods at a Gluten Free Sharing Event. Oh then there is that dreaded post announcing it is time for the weekly weigh in I host. So they say..curiosity killed the cat! And my goodness, I certainly don’t want that to happen! Sooo let’s get together! I’d love to share what started me on this journey to healthy living and why I feel it’s my mission to come along side others to encourage and inspire them to live healthy, happy, hopeful lives! I want to hear from you! What are your struggles?Your fears? What is going great and…

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Have You Put Your Hope In 2013?

As the ball was just about to drop, I was sitting there reflecting.  I was thinking about how people have been wishing 2012 good-bye because of some disappointments, hard times, tragedies, etc.  I found myself doing the same thing.  Why is it that just because the clock strikes midnight and a new year begins do we all of a sudden have this unbelievable faith and hope that 2013 will bring us something great, different or new?  Then I thought you know what, the changing to a new year has nothing to do with how different my life will be.  Putting my hope in a new year is not where I should be putting my hope.   Lamentations 3:22-23 say The faithful love of the LORD never ends! His mercies never cease. Great is his faithfulness; his mercies begin afresh each morning. So this is telling me that I need to put MY HOPE in the LORD.  Every morning…

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Final chemo treatment

Final chemo treatment Written Oct. 22, 2012 This past week went amazingly well. I had looked back in my online calendar that I “charted” during my treatments 6 months ago and noticed a supplement that I had taken during chemo that I left out this time. I started taking it Monday eve and I did so much better. No nausea at all, no leg aches and very little fatigue!  I am so thankful for a better week!  So tonight I am wide awake! I have laid in bed for an hour…trying to sleep…I should know better. This journal entry has been in my head most of the day and I have been putting it off…because sometimes I just don’t want to experience the emotions that will come with it. BUT I know how God speaks…and He won’t let me rest until I write. Last week at chemo the nurses mentioned…

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The Everlasting God

The Everlasting God   This past week has been more physically challenging.  Increased nausea, tiredness and achy   I feel more aware of it today.  I had a friend just stop this evening. I mentioned my symptoms to her. She began to pray over me, using God’s Word…my tears started to flow. It’s amazing how The Word of God can cut through and minister to a person’s soul.  As she prayed all I could hear was, “you are the Everlasting God, You do not grow faint, You don’t grow weary!”  Oh how faint, weak and weary I can be.  Even sometimes, I accept it and stay there stuck…thinking about my symptoms or other circumstances in life.  BUT when I choose to speak God’s Word, remind myself of who HE is…then the healing comes! I am so grateful for a God who is SO faithful to me-even to send someone over at 9pm…

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God Blows My Mind!

God Blows My Mind! I continue to be amazed at God’s faithfulness and timing!  I had a chemo treatment yesterday.  Before treatment I am always praying that God might bring someone into my treatment room that I can minister to.  He did it yesterday!  I was able to have a roommate who was struggling with physical symptoms from chemo.  As I was plastered to my recliner in my Benadryl stupor, the Lord kept saying…pray for her. So I asked if I could and she said yes. So I took a few minutes to share my story/testimony and prayed over her.  I was glad that I was able to help and felt like God answered my prayer. BUT then a visitor stopped in who knew the woman in the chair next to me to say hi to her. She also looked at me and said that she saw me before and…

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Reality Check!

Reality Check! Written Oct 5, 2012 11:37am It’s amazing what I can forget in just a few short 6 months!   I had my maintenance chemo treatment on Tuesday. That day usually leaves me feeling pretty mellow..the Benadryl I am given does that.  I shared  Wednesday on Facebook how having steroids in my system and 2 cups of coffee on an empty stomach jump started my day!  I went through Wednesday feeling pretty great.  Thursday not so bad either! In fact, I was starting to say to myself..man I feel really awesome..why was I dreading these chemo treatments again??  Then Thursday eve at my daughters volleyball game I started to remember…the steroid high…and the steroid low!  It was like a switch went off and all that energy I had just left my body in an instant.  Today I covered for the school nurse for an hour. It was then I was fully…

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6 month check up September 25,2012

6 month check up September 25,2012 Written Oct 3, 2012 7:02am Had a pre-chemo 6 month check up last week with lab draw. That went well. It was just routine..but what happened before my appointment made me again in awe of God’s perfect timing and confirmation of one of His many calls on my life.  I don’t know if you have read all of my earlier journal entries or not. One of the first things that I heard God tell me after my diagnosis two and one-half years ago…is that I had a choice!  I could choose to cry, complain and be depressed about the Lymphoma diagnosis OR I could see that I was chosen to have cancer. God ENTRUSTED me with that diagnosis..so that I could use it for HIS purpose! I chose the latter.  Why? Because I trust Him! I know this life is only fleeting and what…

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6 month check up!

6 month check up! Written Mar 29, 2012 3:03pm Hi everyone! I had my 6 month check up with labs. Everything is looking great!  I will start my 3rd cycle of maintenance chemo on Tuesday, April 3rd.  I will have 1 chemo a week for 4 weeks.  This is still the IV infusion drug Rituxan.  After this 4 week cycle I only have one more cycle of 4 in October and then I am DONE! Yippee!

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Maintenance Chemo

Maintenance Chemo Written Oct 3, 2011 12:50pm Hey everyone!  I have labs and an oncologist appointment on Wednesday.  I am scheduled to start maintenance chemo on Friday.  I will have 1 chemo treatment IV infusion a week for 4 weeks then not again until April 2012.  Please pray for protection as we will be entering the cold and flu season while I start my treatments.  During this time it is also very easy for fears and doubts to creep in!  I pray I take all thoughts captive to Christ.  He is my healer, sustainer, protector. Thanks so much! Love Kim